Oh Dear Eric! - I would enjoy it very much if you
can insert a question, even an illusion of a sentence simply ending with a "?" into my thought!
Eric, what I have come to knowing, now, is that the differences we perceive are all valueless on universal levels, and only valuable here, now, in this moment, to you and I. I can, for example, conjure up a word, attribute offensive values to it, and watch the word become
offending, watch it destroy somebody's feelings, make someone cry, another hate me. We can ask: is the word, of itself, offensive? No! Then by all means,
why can a word, a simple, meaningless word, be able to obtain such a power? Notice how it,
of itself, is powerless, and cannot be used to harm everyone simply because it obtains not a universal power. If a man's life is filled with such words, we can agree that such a man can easily get offended, even if secretly – the man, at that point, is a clown, being offended by
nothing of any value.
If we are to take
any example, and decipher it, that example will lead to the same exact problem, and the same exact outlook on life. Like I said: the differences we perceive are all too valueless, and therefore, equal, attributing to the same issues.
Let's consider your example of drug use. Indeed you need not
try drugs to understand that they are a source of danger. However, you, at least, must be willing to question
why anyone would be willing to go even criminal limits so as to infect himself with such a danger - why? Even with us shouting, screaming that drugs are dangerous, people do them anyway - why?
We live our lives tainted with desirable and undesirable beliefs - but it is critical to ask
where are these beliefs desirable and undesirable - does what I do constitute an acceptable outlook only where I live, my locale, or is it worldly, or even, universal? Each new born, that is, each tragedy that enters the world, is instantly drowned in the sea of truths, of opinions – there is but a short chance of escape, of actually perceiving life as it is, not as it is colored. With religions like Islam and Christianity at our hands, for example, I am left wandering, confused,
damaged by two sects that are supposed to be kind and faithful! Such a destructive power, that comes with each religion! The same goes with political beliefs, with simply any opinion that the world presents as a maxim, and absolute truth. I am left confused – left
wanting of something irrefutable, something truthful at all – but such a thing is nowhere to be found. People submit to the “I agree” and “I disagree,” “wrong” and “right,” all righteousness that is not half-way righteous, unjust justice…each side whimpers, utters its nonsense, wanting to be heard…but by who? Everyone is caught up in this sea of sewage, where the individual is drowned never to rise again...
Within such a prison, there are means to calm the self, to ignore the stench, the filth, the immediate idiocy, the undermining – yes, indeed there are ways to, at least, ignore
life, at that point. Sex is one of those ways – to have one’s mind occupied with everything sexual – it is simply pleasurable, and serves as the ultimate escape from
life – the repressed individual finally has a small outlet to express something pure and real, something powerful with the ability to, temporarily, blind the individual to the painful light of society. Crime is also such an outlet – it is such a beautiful memory of something pure and actual – violence! Having being corrupted and undermined, one way of expressing the animal within would be to hurt another – to actually observe another’s pain, and enjoy the observation while it lasts – it reminds the individual of
life, and presents him with something undeniable – that is pain. Drugs are but a small outlet, a small sect of what the individual can do to avoid confronting the presence of clowns and their foul words, rules, and chains on life. One may commit suicide, become a full time exotic dancer, be a rapist - all are justified beautifully at that point.
Another sect of society, as opposed to opposing the problem, they conjure up their own blind illusions of what is "right" and "wrong," simply to have a
side, any side, to be a part of something, anything, as long as it is an escape, a paradise where one can rot as opposed to try to swim back to the shore, where life is wanting, needing,
waiting to be embraced...
While I can agree, that drug users and criminals are caught up and lost – the ones to blame are us – the just, the uncriminal, the loving, the caring ones. We are the problem, and everything we do not find desirable universally comes back to us – we are the teachers of this filth, and we teach quite well. Sadly, that is the only thing we have been teaching for a long, long time.
Now, when you examine your drugs example - yes, while you know it is dangerous, you should also know that it is people who contribute to the problem - we shackle oursleves and everyone around us, and expect them
not to express the human within? We have such high expectations, don't we!
Still, I do not feel that your example represents what I mean. What you describe is an action, what I describe is thought process. Of course, we can recall many examples where it is harmful to oppose one's own beliefs, that is if the belief requires action. But if the belief is simply
of thought, surely one can
think however he likes without harming anyone - and by that - one can oppose himself as much as he wants, yet still remaining in the state of "peace" he supposedly live.
Is it better to rot in one's own contentment,
fearing to depart the home, the comfort that one decided to see, the joy that one simply conjured up so as to
forget everything else?