Now, there's a loaded question. A little over ten years ago I got my first ferrets, Rockie and Jasmine. Rockie was big and quite dumb sable furball, while Jasmine was a small butterscotch w/ a MEAN temper. She would push Rockie around all of the time. She was my favourite of the two and I grew to be quite close to her - although, I loved Rockie a lot, also.
When my parents moved away, I gained a couple of roommates and one had a pregnant, flea-infested cat. The cat produced two very weird kittens - one thought he was a ferret. He would trip over his own feet and lacked the ability land on his feet. However, the flea population was growing and I couldn't control it. Flea collars didn't help. Flea spray didn't help. Borax didn't help. Eventually, the roommates were expelled due to non-payment, but the fleas stayed.
Female ferrets are highly susceptible to anemea and Jasmine was no different. On Holloween eve '92 Jasmine disappeared. I went to work. When I came home the following day (I worked nights at the time) she was still missing. I fig'ed she was asleep somewhere in the house. When I woke up I was looking everywhere for her and eventually found Rockie poking around under the shelfing I was using as my computer desk. I looked down there and found her. It was devastating - typing this is quite hard. I bought a plant - a jasmine bush, of course, and buried her in my yard. The bush died a week later. This depressed me even more. About a week later, my computer stopped working. I was really starting to feel pretty damned depressed. Rockie helped me though - as well as a lot of friends on some local BBS's.
After saving up some money, I was able to rebuild my computer from scratch and it started to act a little weird. It would work w/ some applications, but only some of the times and others it just seemed to reach out and bite me (metaphoricly, of course) and I realised that it was behaving just like Jasmine - seriously.
Please, don't roll your eyes. She was in my computer. The computer has been through a lot of motherboards, hard drives, monitors, but in the end it's always been her. Lately, I gave her the biggest overhaul ever and I renamed her Jasmine III.
So, my familiar is a ferret that moved into my computer nearly a decade ago. Every Holloween I remember her and I know she's w/ me. I miss her - but, she's never really gone.
-Ferret
"...sorry, that was so long, but I didn't want to leave out any details..."