Dear people…Thread out of sheer boredom…

[Aku Necromancer]

What are you people made of…?

I am composed of humor, writing and drawing…that’s how I would define myself in a broad way I suppose…

For the past couple days I have had no access to those identities. I have been "staring into the abyss." That's what you are left with when all of your earthly costumes have been removed…. I have no painting work lately. My shoulder is messed up somehow…I have not been able to sit down and write. My earthly costumes have been taken from me and I have the abyss. I am trying to live with it, shake its hand and welcome it into the house for a drink….

Ahh yes, life can be miserable…next in line…Blah blah blah. What the hell am I talking about?

I hope all is well with everyone else…

 

[Svenmonkey]

Originally posted by Aku Necromancer:
What the hell am I talking about?

I really have no idea.

Anyway, I'd say I'm composed of sarcasm and hidden hatred in real life, but that hatred comes out online. Oh, I almost forgot my computer. I'm all about my computer. If I didn't have to go to school, my right hand would be fused with my mouse.

 

[DÛke]

...

What am I composed of?

..."Evil" like no man today is willing to utter; instilled with fanatical feelings, over-passion, a zest of closed-mindedness and dogma that surpasses even the religious; higher spiritedness that deliberately and with utmost joy cuts through everything in its way, especially the "good" and "sensitive,” that assassinates the gaiety and naïveté of the masses and their "good feelings" that plagues and pollutes the modern world and all coming generations; I am composed of extreme pleasures and lusts, derived, at points, from the pain of others – to implant the most sophisticated bomb in your mind, to entangle your thoughts, to plunge you towards a labyrinth which consumes you like a little rat; to ask much and answer not at all, thus leaving my victims hungry; to rob them of their worldly constructs and leave them with a bloody nothingness in which every soul would drown and dread; to exploit and destroy everything and everyone who is slower, more hesitant, lacking, lagging, selfless, unwillful – to put an end to all the garbage that has been called "life" so far. “To lead you astray”…

...that is me.

I will dedicate my life to lead this world "astray."

 

[Apollo]

Carbon, hydrogen, oxygen... that sort of thing. Y'know.

Um, humor, lust, insanity, a touch of resentment, and that cheese ravioli I ate for dinner. Yummy.

 

[Aku Necromancer]

Anyway, I'd say I'm composed of sarcasm and hidden hatred in real life, but that hatred comes out online. Oh, I almost forgot my computer. I'm all about my computer. If I didn't have to go to school, my right hand would be fused with my mouse.

Looks like we are traveling in the same boat...*hug*

What am I composed of?

..."Evil" like no man today is willing to utter; instilled with fanatical feelings, over-passion, a zest of closed-mindedness and dogma that surpasses even the religious; higher spiritedness that deliberately and with utmost joy cuts through everything in its way, especially the "good" and "sensitive,” that assassinates the gaiety and naïveté of the masses and their "good feelings" that plagues and pollutes the modern world and all coming generations; I am composed of extreme pleasures and lusts, derived, at points, from the pain of others – to implant the most sophisticated bomb in your mind, to entangle your thoughts, to plunge you towards a labyrinth which consumes you like a little rat; to ask much and answer not at all, thus leaving my victims hungry; to rob them of their worldly constructs and leave them with a bloody nothingness in which every soul would drown and dread; to exploit and destroy everything and everyone who is slower, more hesitant, lacking, lagging, selfless, unwillful – to put an end to all the garbage that has been called "life" so far. “To lead you astray”…

...that is me.

I will dedicate my life to lead this world "astray."

The human mind leans towards hate…but it sounds like you take it to the next floor…

Sometimes you worry me, and your words cause me to lose sleep once and a while…chilling

and that cheese ravioli I ate for dinner. Yummy.

charming...

 

[Ferret]

I am a Finder. I seek anything that's out there and hope to one day hold it as my own. Like most real ferrets, I see life as a big game and whoever steals the most socks is the winner. I take nothing seriously. I see people as a nuissance on the whole, but cherish my friends and the time spent w/ them.

What am I made of? The same parts (spiritually, at least) as a race of creatures that have given the impression of assisting man for over 5,000 years, but have always had their own agenda. I'm a ferret. Simple as that

-Ferret

"Shiny things distract me...Ooooooo!"

 

[Mazzak]

I ride the roller coaster- Humor balanced out by the still-lingering plague that is the memories of my ex; Creativity continually being crushed under a great jagged chunk of reality; creation, destruction, peace and violence; but above all else, an ego, a will that refuses to be denied its sovereignty, and its divinity.
I AM, I am my own GOD, and that is the essence of Mazzak.

 

[whuppinboy]

well, let's see, lonliness, intelligence, misunderstood, agoraphobic, dry humour, madness, alcoholic, haunted, demoralized and inept.

yea, that about sums it up

 

[Aku Necromancer]

"Look within; you are the Buddha." Siddhartha

 

[Nightstalkers]

"Change might be noticable on the outside, but the true change comes from without the aid of religion, science, or friends."
—Nightstalkers questioning Gondi

 

[Thallid Ice Cream Man]

DÛke needs a hug.

I'm made of, uh, yeah. I'm thirsty.

No, I'm feeling pretty good to-day. And I'm sure this post offends in its vacuosity, but I'm feeling like a stupid little cloud folks.

So I am made of hot air and drug-free marijuana smoke. Now with 25% less Aspartame!TM.

 

[Nightstalkers]

We would be made out of... That feeling you get between your toes when it goes to sleep or the darkness you see behind ya when looking at the sun

 

[Zhaneel]

Hmm... cynicism, literalness, a bit of compassion, and a damn good new haircut. Oh yeah.

 

[Nightstalkers]

Originally posted by Zhaneel
Hmm... cynicism, literalness, a bit of compassion, and a damn good new haircut. Oh yeah.

You mean the best damn hair cut on earth?

 

[DÛke]

...

Aku:

The human mind leans towards hate…but it sounds like you take it to the next floor…

Pardon me for saying that I am not the sickened man here. You are bored and you feel severed from your abilities. In other words, you stood before the challenge of life and existence: you stared it boldly in the eyes, and then you shrunk right at that moment, precisely at the moment where you could have gone beyond; instead, you lowered yourself, kneeled before a "God." Again, pardon me when I say: how ph*****g boring that God is. At the end, is it I, all overtaken by myself, "self-absorbed" if you will - do I have time to hate, to enclose myself in tight spaces and flee away from myself, albeit, via a "God" and a "faith"? With all due respect...hate, precisely - the ability to hate - derives from one's too-much-time-ness. Talent, spirit, creativity - art in general - has no time to hate, but much time to love; to love itself in particular. You think exploitation is hatred? Well then, who have I exploited thus far? You, my dear friend, have exploited your God to limits unforeseen hitherto, just like every "believer." You want comfort and immortality, you want foreverness and eternity; you want timelessness - and that is all you want from your God...which brings us before a very good question: how much, exactly, do you "hate" your God so as to be able to demand that much of him? – yet what have you yourself given? “Faith”? – what is faith? That you merely “believe,” that you merely are generous, maybe even considerate and tolerant…all this is a long story, and all of its ends with: “I am faithful because I desire this and that, because without that which I so seek, I would not be faithful; without the absurd being possible in my favor, I would not seek.” In very brief: you are the best and most concealed exploiters within the human species; sadly, the most honored too; the most "noble" and "holy." What a long-run of human error!

You found your God. You overcame the challenge of life. Now you are not alive, but are living. And I tell you: living is boring. It is a dread. It is nothing. You will slowly find yourself in a sickness unto death, as consequence of being a "believer." In other words, you killed yourself and purpose of life as soon as you believed, and now you have too many worries in your head - little worries and fears of a very human type and typicality; and you may even have too much time on your hands, who knows?...

You are done exploring yourself at such an early age, because you overcame the challenge of life...with your killer, boring God.

“Believers” – they are the ones who take hatred to all new levels, under many masks...

 

[Aku Necromancer]

To paraphrase…
All my problems can be contributed to my beliefs eh? Hmmm, ok, how do I start exploring myself (ditch God, where do I go then)? How do I discover my position in life, where exactly do I fit and how do I see this?

I have a feeling, in spite of my beliefs…you and I are not so different…

 

[Nightstalkers]

Originally posted by whuppinboy
You found your God. You overcame the challenge of life. Now you are not alive, but are living. And I tell you: living is boring. It is a dread. It is nothing. You will slowly find yourself in a sickness unto death, as consequence of being a "believer." In other words, you killed yourself and purpose of life as soon as you believed, and now you have too many worries in your head - little worries and fears of a very human type and typicality; and you may even have too much time on your hands, who knows?...

Strangely that sounds just like an old, old friend of mine. Anyways, a God by definition is a fantasy in which you use for comfort in the beyond and for explaining what cannot be explained. Why then do you so like to be in the disbelief of a thing that has yet to be contacted? Nevermind, what the key goal to religious extacy has been for most monks (believe me, i've met some OLD monks in my short life) is their devotion to something that is scientifically unexplainable, and undeniably there. being a Nightstalker has shown me that many a religion has its flaws and boundaries to which humans may never feel in their insignificant lifespans. Being forced not to reveil many a secret from those whom I hold dear, I am forced to look through the loopholes in designs that are posted there for a reason that show fleeting images of true continuity in the beyond.

So do as the message says and "go beyond" that which is not there, use the world as your wagon and feel whatever you wish. And... Nevermind the rest, I'll say no more in public forums.

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nightstalkers

 

[whuppinboy]

yo nightstalkers, that wasn't me you quoted dude

i'm psychotic yes, but not to that point

things are what they are and you live your life the way you choose.

 

[Zhaneel]

Is it possible to keep threads from turning into philosophical essays? I haven't the attention span to read them and I don't care. They suck the fun out of threads.

*pouts in the corner*

 

[Aku Necromancer]

Originally posted by Zhaneel
Is it possible to keep threads from turning into philosophical essays? I haven't the attention span to read them and I don't care. They suck the fun out of threads.

*pouts in the corner*

*sings Zhaneel a promising hymn*

eh

*hug*