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Oh my dear Zhan, do you at least not laugh, even if secretly, when you say what you have just said? Surely it is easier to altogether ignore, to completely dismiss any distractions that overpower your musings. Tell me at least you grin when you reply with that attitude, because there such a great folly underneath it: that you take the time to contribute to it, even after you had contributed to it and, maybe, had your entertainment.
Consider this, as a very non-philosophical but a casual suggestion: life is a matter of taste and tasting, right? There are good and bad tastes, good and bad spirits, empty and spirited spirits; consider that precisely my amusement is in such “philosophical” outbursts (which, with all honesty, I have no control over); who should we entertain, at the end, you or I? You want to entertain yourself, but I, too, want to be entertained. I have never came across your fascinations, not exactly out of respect or disrespect, but out of sheer indifference: “as long as she does not annoy me,” I think to myself. So let us steer clear of telling each other to whose entertainment we should kneel; we all need to be amused – at the cost of somebody; this time, is just happens to be you, out of accidental action, of course!
Aku - we are not the same.