...ok, let me put everything to the light.
Here's what I think: the U.S. didn't really "deserve" what has happened. MARK my words: NO innocent human deserves what has happened...it's in its fate. You think after all this meddling with other governments and countries...everyone would just shut up? Sorry, but do you think nobody has the guts to actually do such crimes? There're all kind of people in the world.
HOW can I explain what I feel without sounding anti-American? I don't think I can...because I AM talking to Americans that don't try to HEAR me out, rather USE my words as yet another (stupid) reason as to why the U.S. didn't deserve it.<<---isn't that what I've been saying all the time? Didn't I say many times before, for 5 hours yesterday, I COULDN'T EVEN think...I was speechless infront of the TV...between sadness and anger...and EVEN fear that war might strike? I worried about my friends over the world that might die!!! Is that inhumane?
PLEASE try to listen to me...ask yourself THIS simple question: DO YOU GIVE A DAMN about ALL innocent lives, or just American innocent lives? I hope you answer the later. If you care about all innocent lives...than why haven't you cared about the innocent lives that died in the Middle East in all the past wars? WHY don't you care and listen to me when I'm telling you I LOST cousins and friends BECAUSE of these wars...they were just normal people with flesh and bone...all innocent...they just died...just carelessly like what happend here in the U.S.. Believe me, out of EVERYONE in these message boards, I KNOW exactly how everyone is feeling, because I felt it many times before...so how could you even dare tell me to "shut up" (Almindhra) when I'm WITH you on this issue, but against the violence that might occur, which WILL destroy even more relatives of mine...more friends across the world, and countless of innocent lives. If you lived outside the U.S., and have heard about the tragedy, and you have relatives who died in it...how would you feel? SEE, I HAVE felt that feeling before...and I truely FEAR that I may feel it again...do you understand the nightmares I've had...the many sleepless nights? I hope you do...and I'm feeling this sorrow too...but see...I KNOW better than to say "nuke them all"...or whatever...there are innocent people out there just like you and me that, right NOW, are fearing they might die. Don't you care about THEM? THEY have nothing to do with it too...they're just normal people with normal daily lives and jobs...why do you ONLY care about those in the U.S.? Either care about EVERYONE or not care at all...otherwise, you're a bloody racist without question. I've cared and cared before...about EVERYONE...I got some tears watching the tears yesterday...I felt so connected to these people dying...it also brought all these memories from my past...from ALL of you, I assure you, I relate to this tragedy more than you ever will.
For some reason, some of you have the wrong idea of me being anti-American...I honestly don't know how you arrive at these conclusions, but it hurts me to see remarks (those of Almindhra's, for example)...I'm not anti-American, I AM, however, anti-war...does that help justify my words better? I hope it does, because I'm getting really sick and tired being generalized like this...everywhere...I'm a freakin' Arabian Muslim LIVING in the U.S. and I'm telling you, I LOVE it...and I wouldn't trade it for the rest of the world...but again, I WILL NOT tolerate violence or vengence...I know it's only natural, so I'm NOT blaming anyone for reacting this hastly, but I DO hope that you all would calm down...and AT LEAST NOT think of wars or such...becasuse THAT will bring more innocent lives to death...and WE all know how hard that can be on humanity...
I HATE over explaining myself...it must be the 10th time I post about the same subject...please read all my posts before classifying me as ANYTHING...I truely think you'll see it my way once you just open up your minds, and think on a universal scale rather than just about America itself. We're all people of Earth...no one should die because of another...let's NOT allow that to happen again, NOT go MAKE it happen ourselves via revenge and madness...